“move from another state where my husband loves,,i have been so unhappy for 3 1/2 years our daughter loves it here so much she going to ministry school..(maybe that why we are here)any how i have 5 grandchildren in the state where we move from..all iam is a telephone grandma--only can go home one time a year..from seeing my grandchildren 5 plus times a week.i HATE MY LIFE..IM A CLOWN TO EVERYONE ELSE..IM NOT ME..I know GOD SO MAD AT ME,CUZ I CANT STAND ME.i havent laugh for all this time and no one cares.i have no friends at all.i have tried to go to doctorS--they tell me to grow up or leave my husband and daughter..help please...eating my only friend..”